Out of Sync

I knew so much better and yet I disobeyed three of my most stringent rules and I am paying for it now. I always say, “Be true to yourself. Act in integrity with your true desire. Speak your truth.” In one simple act of “trying to look good in someone else’s eyes” I blew all three of these.

Now, for two days, I have been carrying this feeling of sadness and disappointment, that does not deserve any more of my power. I believe that I’ve totally learned my lesson. Because what showed up, as a result of my poor decision making, was a person(me) that I barely recognized.

It was as though I was having an out of body experience and the words that were flowing from my mouth were absolutely, not the words of a woman who speaks of unconditional love. To the contrary, my words were demeaning, unkind and extremely judgmental.

This shows me that we all have a dark side and when we allow ourselves to step away from our authentic beings, we give our power to that force of darkness that is always ready to take over in a moment of weakness. It is up to me to check my being and pay attention to the choices I am making. If I am out of sync it is time to stop, re-fuel with appropriate choices and give choice a voice.

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